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Across 2. to fear 5. to leave, to allow 7. to surprise onesself 10. to fulfill, to celebrate 11. to hurt onesself 15. to work, to function 18. it's enough that 19. to quiet onesself 20. to rest

Down 1. to insist on 3. the cold 4. it's been # days 6. to want 8. to say, to tell 9. the heat 12. to advise 13. to find 14. to smoke 16. to command, to order 17. to bring